1) I feel like I'm dressed in someone else's clothes
2) "Your tongue coddled death like candy"
3) There's a lot beneath the stillness of life
Thursday, October 10, 2013
Monday, October 7, 2013
Junkyard Quote (Week 7)
“I mean, they say you die twice. One
time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when
somebody says your name for the last time.”
- Banksy
Sunday, October 6, 2013
laptop is repaired
This will be the last week of me scrambling to the library to transcribe my journal. (ITS finally repaired it.)
Improv (Week 6)
Starlight scope Myopia – Yusef Komunyakaa
Making night work for us,
I sent you to grab your coat,
wouldn’t want to worry mom.
Black glow of a new moon
Teased us along trails, over the
slithering creek in the back woods.
We bobbed along, line and tackle
Dangling behind you like bells.
We tossed stories and fish hooks
into the blankness of the lake.
So that you would have memories
Of the times we spent together.
Making night work for us,
I sent you to grab your coat,
wouldn’t want to worry mom.
Black glow of a new moon
Teased us along trails, over the
slithering creek in the back woods.
We bobbed along, line and tackle
Dangling behind you like bells.
We tossed stories and fish hooks
into the blankness of the lake.
So that you would have memories
Of the times we spent together.
Improv (Week 6)
Elizabeth Bishop—One Art
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
you just have to forget the way the stiches
are supposed to fall between your fingers.
Never learn how to release the leather, and
Follow through. Ive never had trouble losing.
I let innings and quarters, first and second halfs
Get the better of me.
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
you just have to forget the way the stiches
are supposed to fall between your fingers.
Never learn how to release the leather, and
Follow through. Ive never had trouble losing.
I let innings and quarters, first and second halfs
Get the better of me.
improv (Week 6)
Diving into the Wreck – Adrienne Rich
I came to explore the wreck.
Witnessing the drunk dance of bar fights,
Women tripping into strange cars, and foam
sliding over glass rims onto dresses.
Thick whiskey clinging to mouths, heating
The chest of a thousand men.
I came to explore the wreck.
Witnessing the drunk dance of bar fights,
Women tripping into strange cars, and foam
sliding over glass rims onto dresses.
Thick whiskey clinging to mouths, heating
The chest of a thousand men.
Improv (week 6)
The Language of the Brag – Sharron Olds
I have wanted courage, I have thought about fire
Burning through me, turn me to dust.
I’ve felt water pierce my airways, helping
Me slide into a dream. I cant keep courage,
There are endless ways to die,
There are six venomous snakes that live in Georgia,
Drive to the store Knowing that thirty-thousand people die
In their cars every year. I want to find courage in
Denying death.
I have wanted courage, I have thought about fire
Burning through me, turn me to dust.
I’ve felt water pierce my airways, helping
Me slide into a dream. I cant keep courage,
There are endless ways to die,
There are six venomous snakes that live in Georgia,
Drive to the store Knowing that thirty-thousand people die
In their cars every year. I want to find courage in
Denying death.
Improv (week 6)
Uncertain Oneiromancy—Denise Levertov
I spent the entire night leading a blind man,
But it was dark, I couldn’t find the way.
he told me to close my eyes, it would help.
Leaving sight in an alley, behind a bar,
I let a blind man lead me home.
He didn’t know what the curve in
The highway looked like, or how the
Streetlight in front of my house forgot
To wake up some nights, but he found the
Way. Relying on something that he
Would never see, he had faith,
Which is what I guess I was looking for.
I spent the entire night leading a blind man,
But it was dark, I couldn’t find the way.
he told me to close my eyes, it would help.
Leaving sight in an alley, behind a bar,
I let a blind man lead me home.
He didn’t know what the curve in
The highway looked like, or how the
Streetlight in front of my house forgot
To wake up some nights, but he found the
Way. Relying on something that he
Would never see, he had faith,
Which is what I guess I was looking for.
Junkyard Quotes (week 6)
1) “Flip flops are the real problem in America.” – My girlfriend explaining why American’s don’t have fashion sense
2) Finifugal—The fear of finishing anything; afraid to complete tasks
2) Finifugal—The fear of finishing anything; afraid to complete tasks
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Week 1 (Improv)
The House on the Hill – Edwin Arlington Robinson
They are all gone away,
Memories that piled up
Liked old, unused books.
They tore down the House
In the middle of Ruff Street
Three years ago. The roll on
Roofing, rough lumber porch,
Mimosa tree are all gone.
Now all that’s left is an empty
Lot, its getting harder for me
To remember what everything
Looked like back then.
They are all gone away,
Memories that piled up
Liked old, unused books.
They tore down the House
In the middle of Ruff Street
Three years ago. The roll on
Roofing, rough lumber porch,
Mimosa tree are all gone.
Now all that’s left is an empty
Lot, its getting harder for me
To remember what everything
Looked like back then.
Week 1 (Improv)
Waiting for the Storm – Eric Cockrell
snow birds screeching in the trees,
red-hot wood stove sits idly
in the corner. Wind and hail
pound and scratch at the windows,
trying to get in. I lived in a house
across from a graveyard. The tombstones
barely visible above the snow line,
we were all being buried.
snow birds screeching in the trees,
red-hot wood stove sits idly
in the corner. Wind and hail
pound and scratch at the windows,
trying to get in. I lived in a house
across from a graveyard. The tombstones
barely visible above the snow line,
we were all being buried.
Week 5 (Improv 5)
The Idea of Order at Key West – Wallace Stevens
She sang beyond the genius of the sea,
Over the rough, amber waves as sun beams
Sank into Mariana’s trench.
Gulls called over the temper
Of waves, crabs sought shelter as the
Tides abandoned them.
I was alone of the soft coarseness
Of the beach, but I could still hear the singing
As it vibrated into the gray sea foam.
She sang beyond the genius of the sea,
Over the rough, amber waves as sun beams
Sank into Mariana’s trench.
Gulls called over the temper
Of waves, crabs sought shelter as the
Tides abandoned them.
I was alone of the soft coarseness
Of the beach, but I could still hear the singing
As it vibrated into the gray sea foam.
Week 5 (Improv 4)
Smoke – Philip Levine
Can you imagine the air filled with smoke?
A hundred dim cigarettes reeking in
Glass bowls on every table.
Silver whisps, almost palpable,
always just out of reach.
Watch as they dance between
Your fingers, taunting you to
Grab them. Reach for the white
Tails of vapor in the dank bar.
Just like happiness, always slipping
Through your fingers.
Can you imagine the air filled with smoke?
A hundred dim cigarettes reeking in
Glass bowls on every table.
Silver whisps, almost palpable,
always just out of reach.
Watch as they dance between
Your fingers, taunting you to
Grab them. Reach for the white
Tails of vapor in the dank bar.
Just like happiness, always slipping
Through your fingers.
Week 5 (Improv 3)
Mirror in February – Thomas Kinsella
The day dawns, with scent of must and rain,
Grass clings to the last bit of condensation,
Eventually letting go, knowing that
Tomorrow will bring more.
A crow grips something between
Its beak, watching morning begin again.
The same things happens every day,
But there is something comforting
In the monotony of life.
The day dawns, with scent of must and rain,
Grass clings to the last bit of condensation,
Eventually letting go, knowing that
Tomorrow will bring more.
A crow grips something between
Its beak, watching morning begin again.
The same things happens every day,
But there is something comforting
In the monotony of life.
Week 5 (Improv 2)
Diving into the Wreck – Adrienne Rich
There is a ladder.
Leaned against the white
Roughness of a picketed fence.
Father said that I wasn’t
Allowed to climb the
Dry rotted rungs,
They weren’t safe.
One day, after the school
Bell set me free, I
Climbed to the very top
Looked out over the
Unharvested back field.
I didn’t hear the gentle
Crack as the pine rung
Released and threw me to
The mossy, wet ground below.
There is a ladder.
Leaned against the white
Roughness of a picketed fence.
Father said that I wasn’t
Allowed to climb the
Dry rotted rungs,
They weren’t safe.
One day, after the school
Bell set me free, I
Climbed to the very top
Looked out over the
Unharvested back field.
I didn’t hear the gentle
Crack as the pine rung
Released and threw me to
The mossy, wet ground below.
Week 5 (Improv 1)
Let Evening Come—Jane Kenyon
Let the light of late afternoon
Shine through the plate-glass
Door as we drink miniature
Bottles of overpriced vodka.
Order room service that we
Can’t afford. Putting myself
In debt to impress a woman,
That doesn’t think I’m
Impressing at all.
Let the light of late afternoon
Shine through the plate-glass
Door as we drink miniature
Bottles of overpriced vodka.
Order room service that we
Can’t afford. Putting myself
In debt to impress a woman,
That doesn’t think I’m
Impressing at all.
Week 5 (Junkyard Quotes)
1)
“All sorts of messed up”
2)
“language is insufficient but its all we have ”
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Junkyard Quotes (Week 3)
1) Youre the only thing that’s keeping these
nightmares away at night
2) The house in the middle of Ruff Street
Improv (Week 3)
Starlight Scope Myopia – Yusef
Komunyakaa
Gray-blue shadows lift
Off the
end of the Marlboro light
I stole
from Gran’s purse this morning.
Half a
mile from the back door,
Im hiding
in the pine
forest
of a whippoorwills song.
I always
carry an old bottle of
Cologne I found in
the drawer,
Make sure
she doesn’t smell
The silver
spotted smoke
That
clings to the wrinkles
in my
hand-me-down jacket.
Improv (Week 3)
Move – Lucille Clifton
They had begun to whisper, while their
Children
darted behind the shinned
Hardness
of mini-vans as
Martha
went out to do yard work.
Women
who called themselves mothers
Pointed out
of their ammonia shined windows,
Telling their
friends about loss that they had
Never experienced,
and hopefully never would.
We
decided to move last month,
To a
town that didn’t know my wife,
A town
that would understand loss.
Improv (Week 3)
The Thought-Fox—Ted Hughes
I imagine this midnight moment's
forest,
‘Coon
hounds yell over, and over.
Follow
them dogs, boy!
Flashlights
bob in and out of valleys,
Darting from
tree top, to tree top.
Uncle Phillip
leads the way,
Ripped blue
jeans, boots, t-shirt with
Dip spit
splattered over the collar.
Tripping
over an oak trees root, I stop
To catch
the breath that had
Gotten out
ahead of me during the chase.
I can no
longer hear the baying,
Bobbing ghost
lights have disappeared
In the
illusion of fog and fear.
I
imagine this midnight moment’s forest,
Pulling me
into its damp, death soaked moss,
never
letting go.
Improv (Week 3)
Looking West from Laguna Beach at
Night – Charles Wright
I've always liked the view from
my mother-in-law's house at night,
looking
out over the field of corn that never made it to harvest,
tall
figures reflect the waxed moons vibration. I want to see
the sun claw
its way over Taylor’s ridge, and wake up the neighbors.
I’d take
a dead crop over apartment buildings any day,
Give me
hardship and hard work, leave the suit and tie
On the
back of the closet door, the blue one I wore to my aunt’s funeral.
I want
to smell the harshness of barnyard air, the viscous stink of hogs
As they
roll in the disintegrated remains of last week’s supper,
The supper
we could barely afford.
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